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One Second Chance Tab

by Jeff Bates


It says here you're from Houston
      
You're certified to drive a truck 
                                              
It doesn't say what you been doin' the last five years
       
Then I watched his eyes keep readin', 
       
then I watched his eyes look up
                                   
And watched another job I needed disappear 
      
 
'Cause when they get to the line
              
Have you been convicted of a crime? 
                          
They say Thanks for comin' in, 
                             
an' they don't call you back 
                                   
I ain't askin' for every job under the sun 
                      
I just want one second chance 


                      
On August 22nd, little Jacob's turnin' five, 
                                  
But his Momma moved him half a state away  

I left another message 
       
on her phone at home last night 
                                 
And she finally had her lawyer call today 

                           
She knows I can't afford to take this thing to court 
                                     
And I'm tryin' hard to make her understand 
                                
I ain't askin' for every weekend of every month 
                      
I just want one second chance 


      
I was young and I was stupid
  
I regret it every day. 
                       
I ain't sayin' I didn't do it 
                      
but I've paid for my mistakes 
       
It's a lost and empty feelin' 
                     
when they don't want you around 
        
Yeah, I finally got my freedom 
    
but what good is it now? 

    


                
There's some days when it feels like 

it's been a hundred years 
                                
Sometimes it feels like only yesterday 
        
We were paintin' Jacob's nursery
         
Countin' days till he was here 
                                  
Next thing I knew, I'd thrown it all away 

      
Now I know I can't go back 
       
to the life I used to have 
                                        
When I still held the whole world in my hands 
                               
I had a job, I had a wife, I had a son 
                
Now I just want one 
       
Second chance