i can't do this anymore stay in, black out, hit the floor i've forgotten what i'm hiding from but mama called and cried to me baby, your anniversary was last tuesday that's right...okay, i guess it slipped my mind and that's fine with me, i guess, though it came as a surprise. i gotta celebrate my memory's retreat it's finally forgetting things. nah... nah.....bahdah... Bah i pushed it away. i let histroy lie. finally memory sleeps. goodnight it's gonna be all right okay? leaving everything behind so goodnight, farewell-and cheers to the new denial. you're so exhausted with the born again routine... you die a little bit each time you smile. so grit your teeth, like you're happy