Spinnaker (The Park Bench Rant) The Matriarchs Capo on 4 Intro- I held your ancient hand I flashed a toothy grin And I’ve never cried Like I saw you cry When you told me That you knew you’d die If you went outside And it was colder than sixty five. And I’m just happy I can fill your life Fill this cluttered house With laughter again. It’s been a long long time Since your daughter died And I’m sorry I dreamed of suicide It wasn’t right. I know it makes you sad To think you may never see Summer again And I would like to say There is a better place After this life. Well I’m sorry, we only get one try.