------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Faking My Own Suicide (Demo Version) - Matthew Thiessen and the Earthquakes ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Standard Tuning *Capo 2nd Fret* Intro: - - – (quickly) Verse One: – So, I've made up my mind I will pretend to leave this world behind And in the end, you'll know I've lied To get your attention – – I'm faking my own suicide Chorus: I'm faking my own suicide Because I know you love me You just haven't realized I'm faking my own suicide They'll hold a double funeral Because a part of you will die along with me It’s kinda sweet Verse Two: – I wish you thought that I was dead So rather than me you'd be depressed instead And before arriving at my grave You'd come to the conclusion You'd loved me all your days But it's too late Too late for you to say Chorus: Cause I'm faking my own suicide Because I know you love me You just haven't realized I'm faking my own suicide They'll hold a double funeral Because a part of you will die along with me Verse Three: I'll write you a letter that you'll keep Reminding you your love for me is more than six feet deep You say aloud that you would have been my wife Right about that time is when I come back to life and let you know I'd let you know Chorus: That all along I was faking my own suicide Because I know you love me You just never realized I was faking my own suicide I'll walk in that room and see your eyes opened so wide Opened so wide Because you know Outro: Because you know you will never leave my side Until the day that I die for the first time And we'll laugh, yeah we'll laugh, and we will cry So overjoyed at our love that's so alive Our love is so alive