[Verse 1] Waking up right next to you, is the last thing that I want to do,knowing you don't care. Cause you're spineless and too much to take. My kindness was a big mistake and it gets me nowhere. And Ive been reading through your letters, hoping that you'd never make up your mind And I, I wish I was a boy again where I could still pretend you were mine [Bridge 1] I'm drinking too much these days it never seems to help. Cause you say Ill never change,and that I'm the only one who I care about when you say [Chorus] That you're leaving and you're ready to go cause you thought I was cheating, but I don't think you want to know. Well I think that things are better this way, when it seems like you're breathing but you're already dead to me. [Fill] , , , [Verse 3] Making up my mind on you is something I wish I could do but you're so damn thoughtless and I'm not going to lose to any of these games you play. No one likes you anyway. You're just a faceless name So what will you say when I tell you that your life's like a book. And its torn and tattered sitting on a shelf where no one wants to look. No one wants to look. [Bridge 2] And I'm sure that this is what you want. As your face begins to haunt my memories and seep into my future dreams, where no one can hear you scream. [Chorus] That you're leaving and you're ready to go cause you thought I was cheating, but I don't think you want to know. Well I think that things are better this way, when it seems like you're breathing but you're already dead to me.